This week wasnt a good week for me. Many things happened so fast even I myself is still in *why?* state. As i sit down and think, everything happens for a reason/purpose. 1st my mom get into an accident, which shocked me till the max. I'm glad she is alright, her car sent to the workshop. She banged somebody subconciously. After that things get tougher, I was on MC because I was sick. The doctor asked me to rest, my measurement was 39 degrees celcius. Kinda high for normal people. Then I got rashes on both my legs due to playing football under the rain in Bosch with my other trainees. Got an injection which was painful and numb on my right arm. Rested awhile, biee called and we started talking. At 1st it was alright, sooner as we talk till the part which i over reacted and said stuffs which hurts her the most. I regret for saying those words, next time think before saying. I learned my lesson. Always remember E + R =O, Event+Response=Outcome. I wanna thank her for making me become more tougher and mature. I wont cry that easily anymore. I sincerely apologize for what I've done and said.
Here is something specially for you,
I know I must have hurt you, caused you pain.
More, I know that I have lost your trust.
I wish I had that moment back again
To pulverize my carelessness and lust.
Sometimes we have to lose what we most cherish
To understand how much we are in need.
We play with life until we nearly perish
To dare the darkness, though within we bleed.
I need you as the sun must have a rose
To turn its empty radiance to glory,
Or as a nation needs someone who knows
The secrets of its long-forgotten story.
I know my need of you more than before;
Thus for my trespass you may trust me more.
Hope you'll like it or feel it. (:
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment